Lyrics
If I were a killer-
-So I'll hold you 'til say that you can sleep-
-I'd kill what brings me pain-
-So lucky that our broken hearts fated us to meet-
-But I know nothing but sorrow and I can't do anything to change my life-
-You said it's a long life to live-
-I said (Bring me peace)-
-I know that's why (save me please)-
-I wanna get it over with
Hold onto hope that isn't there anymore
Just another day in the life of little old me
Things go to hell when you just stare at the floor
Built up all that guilt and said it hurt (can you love me, can you try me)
We talked for hours about who did it first (it's unsightly, you were built to blind me)
Filter all my feelings so that I can't get hurt
Needles pick and prod at me 'til it all feels worse
My legs won't work, and I feel fine
Now I might be cursed, but it can't get much worse, so live love and die
Derivative, unfocused, man of the world
Who defines his existence on seeing his enemies unfurl
Who hurt you dear boy, who passed on their cynicism
Defiled by ego and solipsism
I try to do right by you
Careful you don't lose your mind
If I knew I had a year and then you'd hang me out to dry
Found a boy, made a friend
Took me a year to do it again
And I can't change it, I can't fight it
My own mind is eating me alive
But don't we have the right to make mistakes
A little distraction never hurt anything
God no, now I have no more secrets to tell
And I wouldn't have dreamed of hurting anyone but myself
Don't say you're sorry, spare my dignity the lie
I feel sharp stabbing in my heart whenever I try to tell you I…
Hide all my feelings so that I can't get hurt
Needles pick and prod at me 'til it all feels worse
My legs won't work, and I feel fine
Now I might be cursed, but it can't get much worse, so live love and die
Deliver me patience
Deliver me clarity
May all of my choices
Be made with such care
We know you've been waiting
Tell the story
It's almost over
Just getting started all over again
Is it too much to ask for an apology
Men of two different ideologies
Can pretend I know my psychology
Can't defend you, I thought you loved me
