Lyrics
All I'll ever say it was,
that it was my every intention to leave you alone
Why do you make me feel so disposed
Given the understanding that we're better off separate,
I made my choices my own
And now I'm left here to sit and wallow
Ohh, and what will sitting at a piano do for me
I've exhausted all my energy on things I barely believe
And what's the point in trying if I don't wanna try
The feeling was always flying, but now it feels like I might just die
Find me when you land, I'll count all the time
Drag me down into your endless sleepless nights
You've evaded torture of the public eye
The truth is something satirized
Choke on every ounce of faith, it's all you can take
So you can bear the pain that takes a toll on you
When they're all looking away
And God has given me a very certain fate
I'd escape it if I could, but I'm afraid it's just too late
Standing in the middle after everyone has left
Dancing like nobody's watching, I can't hold on tight enough to see the end
Ohh, who do I have to worship to make it all end
The countless lies I tell myself to stay conscious and direct
No goading a child, no saving an addict
The part where they gave up was always the saddest
Find me when you land, I guess this is the end
And if I may have a few more parting words
I think I've earned that much at this point...
Ridden, ridden of all my shame
I've dreamt of the day no one forced me to stay
So I'll take my chance to leave my life behind
Bring only the parts of me that I liked
Maybe you would relish the thought of leaving,
All of your trouble in the wash
Let rain alone justify your cause
And if Superman could see us now, the world would be appalled
I want to hold contempt for all the people that I loved
But not quite as much as I wanna see what waits just beyond
What I can see, a part of me I denied 'til now
Beaten straight into the ground, holding out
Holding out for a change
(I don't need anything that I don't already have)
Do you know what life is worth to you
Never ending flight that I pursue to make it right
